maddienodine (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

flawless

ziyun09 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

you're going to be so strong & beautiful aniko1321, :)

cassie0018 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

It's Breathe Me by Sia

aniko1321 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

ohh... and now, I'm not one of those bulimics that binge on 10-20 thousand calories... I had enough respect for myself not to, I normally would get rid of it all... Besides you all most sound proud of it, I wouldn't be...

aniko1321 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

going to be worth every struggle, fight, and tear. My aunt was bulimic for a long time now. She has thyroid cancer and they think she has stomach cancer now bc of it, so that's another motivation to me to get better, besides I can't be a consuler and have an eating disorder at the smae time. That would be wrong, not to mention childish. But if you want to recover you have to have the will to get better and be able to accept yourself for you and not care what others think of you. Trust me,

aniko1321 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Do I physical health problems yet? Well if you consider really thin and fine hair, chest pains when you exercise, cavities in the back of your teeth, and stomach pains, then yes I have some health problems. But honestly I've been getting help recently bc I'm sick of the life that I've been living the last 6 years, and I'm not saying I"m perfect, but I kow recovery is possible if you're sick of it enough to change and not let your fears get the best of you. It's been a scary raod so far, but it's

BeccaJade90 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

shoponline831-i know u dont choose it,i have suffered with eating dissorders 4 years and i am meen,if u reolise you may have an eating dissorder, dont let it controll you & ruin ur life,im making a point in sayin 2 other pple,do not suffer in silence get help wen u pick up on the fact u may have an eating dissorder,as it took me years 2 come clean&tell some1 2 get me help, which i have,its still difficult with the help,do u understand what i ment now?

shoponline831 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Do you have any physical health problems yet? I don't. But then again. It's only been like a year since this nightmare started.

shoponline831 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

That's true. I noticed that it's harder to purge after a regular or small meal. But when you binge, you end up swollen, embarrased, and extremely uncomfortable. So the purging isn't all you. It's also your stomach defending itself.

shoponline831 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Well, maybe you're just one of those bulimics who binge on 10-20 thousand calories. You are aware that you don't bring back every last bit, right? Because if you did, then you'd be underweight. Those who are emaciated cuz they bring it all back up are not bulimic. They're anorexic. But they're the binge and purge type.