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This is a nearly true account of my own depression. The real version, the one that I recorded in my blog, is that a black cat had saved me from my own attempted death. I am still suffering from trauma over the incident, mostly because I hate cats and I think God was pulling a cosmic joke on me of some sort at that time. The song is "Nothing Can Be Explained" by Mike Wyzgowski. And yes, I am still depressed. There are lots of things... lots of inexplicable things... that I can't actually describe as to how they disturb me. End.

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Uploaded: November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am
Author: amelhanan

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chania24 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
last week i start smoking marijuana and Yoga training
ssaphire1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Ok I been reading through these comments and I see alot of people talking a lot of shit about people with depression or mental illness. I have bipolar disorder I was diagnosed at 19 and had depression since I was 14. If you dont have depression or bipolar you will NEVER EVER understand what we have to go though on a day to day basis. I'm not gonna get mad at you, I'm not even gonna aruge back with you, what I will say is I hope you get depression or bipolar. You've been Jinxed, welcome to Hell.
tolima123 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
whats the song?
TomRaphaelWolf (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Help yourself. Thats all you could do really. (Not trying to be rude, I have been depressed myself a few times). But thats the truth.
amelhanan (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
No problem, SoldierNOTMartyr... I already blocked LoveTruthVeryMuch on a democratic basis. Apparently LTVM is not popular with everyone else either. It is human nature to cry when sadness or depression sets in one's heart. I pray your situation turns for the better. Maybe we'll find our own miracles this December. Thanks, SoldierNOTmartyr, and I wish you the best of luck too.
SoldierNOTMartyr (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Please block LoveTruthVeryMuch
SoldierNOTMartyr (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Depression sucks. Whenever I go out I get this overwhelming feeling to cry. I think my current situation brings it on. I can't wait for December. Good luck amelhanan.
amelhanan (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
November is the most depressing month of all. At least that's what I think. Probably because I'm born in November and lots of people I knew in my life died in November - either from natural causes or suicide. Or maybe because it signifies the beginning of the end of a year. According to a Greek myth Pluto, the God of Destruction & Rebirth, rules November. Wonder if there's a connection?
coolcats95661 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
This is so sad, to see u so depressed>
jimboabbouk (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
I cant take anymore of feeling like this, i'm so fuckin scared and lonely GOD PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE

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